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Tuesday, March 21st, 2006
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Today I came to the end of my tether.
last night i had a full blown anxiety attack at the thought of returning to work. now before anyone says anything, im not work shy, far from it, but if you read on you'll understand...
I suffer from depression, and suffer is the right word. Anxiety attacks, sucidal thoughts and tendancies, lack of energy, lack of motivation, lack of interest in anyone or anything, fear of crowded places and situations. Up until now i have been able to go to work safe in the knowledge that if i feel things are starting to get to me my boss fully understands my situation and is more than happy for me to wander out the back, get a breath of fresh air and cool my jets. i also knew that if i wasnt feeling up to dealing with people he again fully understood and had no problems with me taking a day or two off. Not any more. Our area manager threw a hissy fit last month, fell out with a couple of the managers in our area and shuffled everyone around. Que new manager. Que new manager with an attitude problem because he's now at our store. His first day there, while previously mentioned good manager was still with us, new manager had the opertunity to speak to his two supervisors and two other key staff memebers that he would be working closely with, he didnt take it, not one word, not one hello, not even a passing glance in our general direction. So he starts full time with us and decides to have one to one chats with his full timers. When my turn comes around he wattles on about this and that, tries to teach me how to do what ive been doing for the past year and a half. At the end of it he asks me if i have anything to say to him. Knowing that previous manager has mentioned my condition i decide to broach the subject with him to see where he stands with it. His responce? "I dont understand depression, and nor do i want to. If im feeling down, i have a few beers in the evening and everythings grand in the morning. I dont know why everyone else cant be the same. My full timers are here to work and make the store money, if they're not doing that, then they're no use to me." Now i know that as a company we have to make money, and that as a memeber of that company i have to make money, but his responce came to me as quite a shock. It also shocked the head of my companys Occupational Health department, who as assessed my situation and concures with my GP that i do genuinely have a medical condition.
Now, last week i was ill, VERY ill, not through my depression, but physically ill. phoned work, explained the situation to my deputy manager as my manager is off on holidays. It comes to friday, St Patricks Day, my boss, still on holiday, phones me. He wants to know whats exactly wrong with me, i tell him, he says "right, sounds bad, take it you're bed bound then" then it dawns on me, its St Patricks Day, this little cunt is phoning me to make sure im not for heading out tonight, even though he knows that sitting on his desk waiting for him coming back to work is a doctors line, not a self cert but a full doctors line explaining that im ill. So i hang up on him. If he's going to react like this to me being physically ill, hows he going to react if i phone up some morning and say "sorry mate, i wont be in today, im feeling particularly bad today and dont feel like i can face people, ill let you know when ill be back in.", especially as in his own words, he doesnt understand my condition. Que anxiety attack last night, thinking about work, about how he'll react if today is a bad day etc. In the end i think i fell asleep at around 5am, which would have been fine if i didnt have to get up at 6:30am. So i go to work and within 5 minutes im called to the office for my 'return to work' interview. where he accuses me of swinging the lead over St Patricks weekend doctors note or not. Now, this is the part when i surprised myself. On a good day i would have pounded his face to the back of his skull. On a bad day, which today was, i should be up on an attempted murder charge or worse. But i didnt do anything to him, didnt lose my temper, just told him that that was his opinion to which he was entitled, left the office and reported his ass to Personnel, Occupational Health, and our Area Manager. I then informed him that i would be going home ill, not to phone me at any stage while im off and that Head Office would be in touch with him on my behalf. O.H. have told me they will keep me up to date with the situation and they'll be paying me for my time off in relation to this, so now i wait.
however i now face a prediciment. I dont want to leave my company, as we're opening a new store in my home town at the start of next year. However, i can not continue working where i am whilst it is under his management and a transfer to another branch is not economically viable. So what do i do? Ideas would be grately received as i am totally stuck.
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Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
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what it was like when i went to bed last night....
and this is what i woke up to this morning...
with more on the horizon and the weather man saying its to get heavier before the weekend this could be very interesting indeed :D
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Monday, February 6th, 2006
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| Time: | 11:34 am. |
| Mood: | busy. |
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50 things, nicked from JT (looky, you were right!)
1.What does your MySpace headline mean? this isnt my space
2. Elaborate on your default picture: tis a robot climbing out of a hole
3. Who introduced MySpace to you?: uh, they didnt
4. How many comments do you have? not enough start leaving comments ya bassas!
5. What's your current relationship status? whats a relationship?
6. What are you wearing right now? jeans trainers and a kona racing top (going out racing, funny that)
7. What is your current problem? i cant get a better paid job because i cant drive, i cant drive because i can afford insurance, i cant afford insurance because i need a better paying job
8. What are you doing right now? waiting for me lift to arrive to go racing
10. What do you love most? waking up in the morning at 8am and realising you dont have to go into work today
11. What makes you most happy? Owning at Counter Strike
12. Are you musically inclined? i used to be a drummer
13. What would you do if you woke up one morning and found out you were on cocaine? it would never happen
14. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be? pay more attention to someone
15. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what will you be? Wolf
16. Ever have a near death experience? Ive died twice
17. Name ONE obvious physical quality you have? i have very long hair
18. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now? Disturbed - Sons of Plunder
19. Are you happy today? ask me again later once ive thrown myself down the side of a cliff on a bike in the name of fun
20. Who will cut and paste this first? no one
21. Name someone with the same birthday as you... no idea
22. tell about your first crush? Elaine Henderson, still in touch with her, nothing ever happened, we were just friends
23. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property? Yes, all in the name of fun, and they saw the funny side of it, cos i knew the were going to throw it in a skip anyways
24. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? i used to hit my g/f in my sleep, just a light hit to the back, but it always woke me up and i appologised profusely
25. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience? yes, unfortunately
26. First thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes and Lips
27.What do you usually order from Starbucks? Coffee
28. What is your biggest mistake? Letting my life slip through my fingers and into the arms of another man
29. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose? yes, im currently sporting a set of sargent stripes on my left forearm
30. Say something totally random about you: im not right in the fricken head
31. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? Nico (steven segal)
32. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddy TV shows? nope
33. Did you have braces? nope
34. Are you comfortable with your height? yea
35. What is the most romantic thing someone of the opposite sex has done for you? cant remember
36.When do you know it's love? when everything feels like it was meant to be
37. Do you speak any other languages? a bit of french, japanese, german
38. What is your favorite smell? peat smoke from an open fire
39. Have you ever been to a tanning salon? no
40. What magazines do you read? none
41. Have you ever ridden in a limo? nope
42. Has anyone you were really close with passed away? nope
43. Do you ever watch MTV? used to
44.What's something that really annoys you? waking up
45. What's something you really like? these days very little
46. Do you like Michael Jackson? no
47.Can you dance? been told yes, but i dont think so
48.What's the latest you have ever stayed up? about 336 hours
49.Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die? like i said before, have done twice
50. Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the Emergency Room? no
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Sunday, January 29th, 2006
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Ok, so i was bored, VERY bored, nothing on telly, no internet, no one to chat with on my phone, so i decided that i would, at long last, attack my pig-sty of a room.
To give you some idea of how bad it was (because i forgot to take a picture) at the start, it took me 4 hours to get it looking as it does in the pics below. Thats 4 hours of constant cleaning. Not long i hear you say, take into account that my room is only 9' x 12' and contains, 3 desks, a huge built in wardrobe, and a kingsize bed, and it STILL took me 4 hours :/
Well happy with the end result though. I am however now taking bets on how long i can keep it this way lol
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Wednesday, January 25th, 2006
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24 Things
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.... "...and have you ever heard someone say 'lets have a disturbance' before?" he asked Wilikins
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. Ok....
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? Hollyoaks
4. Without looking, guess what time it is: 20:40
5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 20:38
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? Disturbed - Sons Of Plunder
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? about 10 minutes ago, i was going to the shop
8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at? http://www.loganzweb.com
9. What are you wearing? Black shirt, black t-shirt, black jeans, black boxers, black socks, black boots and a black hair band
10. Did you dream last night? No i didnt sleep
11. When did you last laugh? last night playing counter-strike, someone said i sucked, i went on to win the map 47 kills to 7 deaths
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? Posters
13. Seen anything weird lately? No
14. What do you think of this quiz? Pointless
15. What is the last film you saw? Blade II
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy? House, stuff to go into the house, care, insurance for car and house, driving test, um.....stuff
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know: Ive died twice
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?Remove me from it
19. Do you like to dance? No
20. George Bush: Biggest terrorist allowed to walk the plains of the earth ever
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Not planning on kids
22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Not planning on kids
23. Would you ever consider living abroad? No
24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? ”and to think all this time i didnt believe in you"
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Friday, January 20th, 2006
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| Time: | 8:37 pm. |
| Mood: |  depressed. |
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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Brin
2. CiRuS
3. Damage Inc
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. nothing
2. nothing
3. have i said nothing?
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. im Agrophobic (true meaning : fear of the market place ie fear of crowds you dont know)
2. im Clinically Depressed
3. im Me
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. My fathers side of the family can be traced back to Mary Queen of Scots
2. My mothers side of the family are the biggest clan in wales
3. My extended family are in enough trades to build a complete house without outside contractors
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. Life
2. Why people follow religion when its the cause of more wars and death that anything else
3. Women
THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. False people
2. People who cheat on their partners and dont think its wrong
3. Women being treated like shit
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Fire
2. Crowds of people i dont know
3. Myself
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Coffee
2. Coke
3. Nicoten
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Alchemy Gothic T-shirt
2. Black Jeans
3. Boots
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. Monitor
2. Lava Lamp
3. 137 cd's
THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
1. No Worries
2. Meh
3. "God damned motherfucking son of a bitch"
THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
1. ME
2. Myeself
3. I
THREE REASONS YOU'VE BROKEN UP WITH EXES:
1. Never ended a relationship
THREE REASONS EXES HAVE BROKEN UP YOU :
1. "you're a protestant"
2. “Im moving to England”
3. She started seeing someone else behing my back, when asked why she said "i dont know, i still love you, but in not in love with you"
THREE THNGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. Love
2. Trust
3. Loyalty
THREE THNGS YOU WOULD'NT WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. A Cheat
2. A Liar
3. A Bitch
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Beautiful Eyes
2. Beautiful Smile
3. Down to earth
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. Spitefulness
2. Bitchiness
3. 'im hot and i fucking know it'ness
THREE THINGS ABOUT SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Loyalty
2. Honesty
3. Funny
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE SAME SEX THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. Treating women like meat/shit/something they own
2. Stupidity
3. Starting a fight for the sake of having one
THREE THINGS YOU CAN DO:
1. Cook
2. Love
3. Listen
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. Go out to places with big crowds
2. Understand why a certain someone did a certain something
3. Forget
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Downhill racing
2. Dirt jumping
3. Listening to music
THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1. Someone to hold
2. Someone to love
3. A bullet in the head
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Shelf-staker at tescos
2. Hermit
3. Assassin
THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. No where
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Load the gun
2. Drink the whiskey
3. Take the safety off and pull the trigger
THREE WAYS THAT YOU WOULD WANT TO DIE:
1. Valiently
2. Heroically
3. Honerably
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Friday, January 13th, 2006
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Put a X by the movies you've seen. if you get more than 70, you're a movie whore!
COPY and REPOST! DO NOT REPLY!
1. ( )Napoleon Dynamite
2. ( )Saw
3. ( )White Noise
4. ( )White Oleander
5. (x)Anger Management
6. ( ) 50 First Dates
7. ( )Jason X
8. (x)Scream
9. (x)Scream 2
10. (x)Scream 3
11. (X)Scary Movie
12. (x)Scary Movie 2
13. (x)Scary Movie 3
14. (X)American Pie
15. (X)American Pie 2
16. (x)American Wedding
17. (x)Harry Potter
18. (x)Harry Potter 2
19. (x)Harry Potter 3
20. (x)Resident Evil I
21. (x)Resident Evil 2
22. (X)The Wedding Singer
23. ( )Little Black Book
24. ( )The Village
25. (x)Donnie Darko
26. (x)Lilo & Stitch
27. (X)Finding Nemo
28. ( )Finding Neverland
29. ( )13 Ghosts
30. (x)Signs
31. (x)The Grinch
32. ( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre [the original]
33. (x)White Chicks
34. ( )Butterfly Effect
35. (x)Thirteen going on 30
36. (x)I, Robot
37. (x)Dodgeball
38. (x)Universal Soldier
39. ( ) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
40. ( ) Along Came A Spider
41. (x)Deep impact
42. (x) KingPin
43. ( )Never Been Kissed
44. ( )Meet The Parents
45. (x)Meet The Fockers
46. ( )Eight Crazy Nights
47. ( )A Cinderella Story
48. (x)The Terminal
49. ( )The Lizzie McGuire Movie
50. ( )Passport to Paris
51. (X)Dumb & Dumber
52. (x)Dumb & Dumberer
53. (x)Final Destination
54. ( )Final Destination 2
55. (x)Halloween
56. (x)The Ring
57. (x)The Ring 2
58. ( )Harold & Kumar
59. ( )Practical Magic
60. ( )Chicago
61. ( )Ghost Ship
62. ( )From Hell
63. (x)Hellboy
64. ( )Secret Window
65. ( )I Am Sam
66. (x)The Whole Nine Yards
67. (x)The Whole Ten Yards
68. (x)The Day After Tomorrow
69. ( )Child's Play
70. (x)Bride of Chucky
71. ( )Ten Things I Hate About You
72. ( )Just Married
73. (x)Gothika
74. (x)A Nightmare on Elm Street
75. ( )Sixteen Candles
76. (x)Bad Boys
77. (x)Bad Boys 2
78. ( )Joy Ride
79. (x)Seven (SE7EN)
80. (X)Oceans Eleven
81. (x)Oceans Twelve
82. ( )Identity
83. ( )Lone Star
84. ( )Bedazzled
85. (x)Predator I
86. (x)Predator II
87. (x) Alien vs. Predator
88. ( )Cujo
89. (X)Independence Day
90. ( )Darkness Falls
91. ( )Christine
92. (X)ET
93. (x)Children of the Corn
94. ( )My boss' daughter
95. ( )Maid in Manhattan
96. ( )Frailty
97. ( )Best bet
98. ( )How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
99. ( )She's All That
100. ( )Calendar Girls
101. ( )Sideways
102. (X)Mars Attacks
103. (x)Event Horizon
104. ( )Ever after
105. (X)Forrest Gump
106. (x)Big Trouble in Little China
107. (x)X-men1
108. (x)X-men2
109. ( )Jeepers Creepers
110. ( )Jeepers Creepers 2
111. ( )Catch Me If You Can
112. ( )The Others
113. ( )Freaky Friday
114. (x)Reign of Fire
115. (x)Cruel Intentions
116. ( )PI
117. ( )Swimfan
118. ( )Miracle
119. ( )Old School
120. ( )Ray
121. ( )The Notebook
122. ( )K-Pax
123. (X)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
124. (X)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
125. (x)Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
126. ( )A Walk to Remember
127. ( )Boogeyman
128. (x)Hitch
129. (x)Super troopers
130. (x)South Park: Bigger, Longer and Uncut
131. (x)the Fifth Element
132. (x)Star wars episode I
133. (x)Star wars episode II
134. (x)Star wars episode IV
135. (x)Star wars episode V
136. (x)Star wars episode VI
137. (x)Starwars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
138. ( )Swimming with Sharks
139. (x)Trainspotting
140. ( )People under the stairs
141. (x)Blue Velvet
142. (x)Sound of music
143. ( )Parent Trap *with Hailey Mills
144. (x)The Burbs
145. ( )SLC Punk
146. (x)Meet Joe Black
147. ( )Wild girls
148. (x)A Clockwork Orange
149. ( )The Order
150. (x)Spiderman
151. (x)Spiderman 2
152. ( )Amelia
153. ( )Mean Girls
154. (X)Shrek
155. (X)Shrek 2
156. (x)The Incredibles
157. (x) Collateral
158. (x)The Fast & The Furious
159. (x)2 Fast 2 Furious
160. (x)Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
161. ( )Closer
162. (X)The Sixth Sense
163. (x)Artificial intelligence
164. (x)Love actually
165. ( )Shutter
166. ( ) Ella Enchanted
167. ( )Princess diaries 1
168. ( )Princess diaries 2
169. (x)Constantine
170. ( )Million Dollar Baby
171. ( )Life of David Gale
172. ( )25th hour
173. (x)Vanilla Sky
174. ( ) Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind
175. (x)Boogie Nights
176. (x) Braveheart
177. ( )The Anarchist Cook Book
178. ( )My House In Umbria
179. (x)Double Jeopardy
180. (x)Monsters, Inc
181. (x) Moulin Rouge
183. (x)Pirates of the Carribbean
184. ( )The Lords of Dogtown
185. ( ) The Grudge
186. (x) The Parent Trap
187. ( ) Hide and Seek
188. ( ) Are we there yet?
189. ( )Coach Carter
190. ( ) May
191. (X) Nightmare Before Christmas
i make it 103 for me :)
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Monday, December 26th, 2005
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CiRuS's LJ New Year Party (Now At Least 18% Politically Correct!)
Started : 01st January 2006 05:07:39 AM
Ended : 01st January 2006 08:10:01 PM |
Alco Money! : $ 479 |
Guests of Honour bludgod is an abhorrent Muslim and usually an abstainer from all things alcoholic. bludgod drank 9 Pilsners, 6 Rums, 1 Cider. sl1ckbrit is a sexually repressed Muslim and an ardent supporter of the 'Givuz a new Liver for Free' campaign. sl1ckbrit drank 20 Coffee Liqueurs. nameschanged is an enlivening Muslim and usually an abstainer from all things alcoholic. nameschanged drank 12 Rums, 1 Aftershock, 2 Ales, 1 White Wine. loganzweb is a graceful Muslim and a bumbling, stumbling, bona-fide drunk. loganzweb drank 16 Aligator Bites, 1 Champagne, 1 Pilsner, 1 Hot Toddy, 1 Cognac. badwitchproject is a possessed Liberal Christian who is apparently leasing their soul to the devil. badwitchproject decided to not drink because of their religious beliefs. angelicevil is a vivacious Wiccan and a usual visitor to the A&E department on a Saturday night. angelicevil drank 16 Champagnes. CiRuS is an upbeat Atheist and a rather poor excuse for a drinker. CiRuS drank 1 Pilsner, 8 Sherrys, 1 Mint Julep. ggmncb is a low-spirited Agnostic and the worlds worst would-be bar manager. ggmncb drank 15 Stouts, 3 White Russians. mr_kyle is a lethargic Atheist as well as a part-time heavy drinker. mr_kyle drank 8 Mint Juleps, 10 Ciders. Sick!You should not allow the following LJ user's in your home without a sickbag in their immediate area - bludgod, nameschanged, loganzweb, angelicevil, CiRuS, ggmncb, mr_kyle LoversAnd the cat is finally out of the bag! mr_kyle and angelicevil have announced that they are deeply in love and that a wedding is planned in the New Year. The DrunkestAfter last nights alcoholfest mr_kyle has enrolled themselves in an "English 101" course in an attempt to resurrect their both their brain cells and their grasp on the English language! Random Eventsmr_kyle made violent love with ggmncb on top of the television.
the room stood in awe as badwitchproject declared that they were jesus before pouring a glass of
red wine over loganzweb's head.
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so there it goes, yet another christmas done and dusted. Got the following :
Bill Bailey dvd
Family Guy dvds series 1 - 3
Lynx Africa box set
incense burner set
Need for Speed Most Wanted (pc-dvd)
Mystic Orb
Jack Danials
Jack Danials t-shirt
Box of Roses
Socks
Simpsons boxers
£50
so not a bad haul to be honest.
Ill be glad when boxing day is over, im in work at the minute, been here since 6am even tho we dont open until 9am, because there's no public transport, and i had to get a lift in with my dad who is also working.
hope you all had a good christmas, and have a good new year
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Killing Time Stats
| Formed: |
26th December 2005 |
| Split: |
16th November 2013 |
| Best Album: |
'Austral Shannies Mazards Clacking Precheck' 9/10 in the NME (Album of the Year 2010.) |
| Best Single: |
'Chalazia' 9/10 in the NME (Single of the Week 2nd February 2006.) |
| Records Sold: |
761,698,790 in total (189,411,485 albums, 572,287,305 singles). |
| Reputation: |
Legendary |
| Groupies: |
badwitchproject was caught fucking ggmncb behind a hedge by a photographer from an international newspaper, just outside Killing Time's recording studio. They were forced to make a public apology by their record comany for any offence caused to the public. |
| Other | Shortly after 'Cysts's release in December 2005, cirus received a death threat from the Pope who warmed them that if they released such unadultured shite in the future they would disappear in the night. |
Killing Time Member Profiles
sl1ckbrit
sl1ckbrit can hold a tune but is nothing particularly special.
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bludgod
Without ever being the focal point of Killing Time's sound, bludgod's intricate stylings add depth to the bands music. |
badwitchproject
Aggressive, passionate and erratic. Three words which sum up badwitchproject as a whole. |
CiRuS
CiRuS has come on leaps and bounds since the band's formation in Dec 2005 and is now considered to be one of the most underated drummers in the country. |
loganzweb
Whereas bludgod and badwitchproject are hardskinned party animals who like nothing more than to get drunk and fuck, loganzweb prefers to spend their time composing melodies and working with chord progressions. |
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Single Releases
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Title |
Date |
| 17 |
Chalazia |
Feb 2006 |
| 12 |
Anilin Snuffers Cods Viverrid Anemic Tsars |
Feb 2006 |
| 1 |
Unposted Toning Spinor Illest |
Apr 2006 |
| 14 |
Cysts |
Sep 2007 |
| 11 |
Glenlike Orates Setouts Handiest Uncooked |
Nov 2007 |
| 6 |
Eohippus Clypei Kaross Als Neeps |
Jan 2008 |
| 2 |
Tonner Gypsying Stopples Reviler Gombos Resprout |
Feb 2009 |
| 1 |
Liaise Jobbing Repaid Djinni |
Mar 2009 |
| 2 |
Hafniums |
Apr 2009 |
| 2 |
Bridged |
May 2009 |
| 1 |
Mining Lasher Joggle Filiate Airspace Peers |
Jun 2010 |
| 2 |
Contemn Rails Grit Pogey |
Jul 2010 |
| 2 |
Diablery Lamed |
Aug 2010 |
| 2 |
Boring Wriggly Indigens Entreats Punty |
Sep 2010 |
| 1 |
Rankle Hydro Kier |
Oct 2011 |
| 1 |
Mammon Corrade Diapiric |
Nov 2011 |
| 1 |
Acaudate Ireless Acting Cains |
Dec 2011 |
| 1 |
Urus Hullos Pipals Reinvoke |
Nov 2012 |
| 1 |
Caddie Infanta Dogfaces Seders |
Dec 2012 |
| 1 |
Daunted Sadist Moronity Undead Scummy Camomile |
Jan 2013 |
Album Releases
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Descends Virelay Cedars Reman Intort |
Dec 2005 |
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Unfolded Epidural |
Sep 2007 |
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Penuchis Temped Clicking Gossipy Mahoe |
Jan 2009 |
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Austral Shannies Mazards Clacking Precheck |
Apr 2010 |
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Chowsed |
Aug 2011 |
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Urase Runnier Pixie |
Sep 2012 |
northern ireland's worst
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Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
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If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph in your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.
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Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
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Fast forward to 2006 - it is just before Scotland v Brazil at the next World Cup Group game. Ronaldo goes into the Brazilian changing room to find all his teammates looking a bit glum.
"What's up?" he asks.
"Well, we're having trouble getting motivated for this game. We know it's important but it's only Scotland. They're sh*te and we can't be bothered".
Ronaldo looks at them and says "Well, I reckon I can beat these by myself, you lads go down the pub."
So Ronaldo goes out to play Scotland by himself and the rest of the Brazilian team go off for a few jars.
After a few pints they wonder how the game is going, so they get the landlord to put the teletext on. A big cheer goes up as the screen reads "Brazil 1 - Scotland 0 (Ronaldo 10minutes)". He is beating Scotland all by himself!
Anyway, a few more pints later and the game is forgotten until someone remembers "It must be full time now, let's see how he got on". They put the teletext on.
"Result from the Stadium "Brazil 1 (Ronaldo 10 minutes) - Scotland 1 (Angus 89 minutes)".
They can't believe it, he has single handedly got a draw against Scotland!! They rush back to the Stadium to congratulate him. They find him in the dressing room, still in his gear, sat with his head in his hands.
He refuses to look at them. "I've let you down, I've let you down."
"Don't be daft, you got a draw against Scotland, all by yourself. And they only scored at the very, very end!"
"No, No, I have, I've let you down... I got sent off after 12 minutes"
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Sunday, September 18th, 2005
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French raise alert levels ...
Following the events in London last week the French government announced yesterday that it has raised its terror alert level from Run' to 'Hide'. The only two higher levels in France are 'Surrender' and 'Collaborate'. The rise was precipitated by a recent fire which destroyed France's white flag factory, effectively paralyzing their military.
Updates from around Europe
The Italians have increased their alert level from "shouting excitedly" to "elaborate military posturing". Two more levels remain, "ineffective combat operations" and "change sides".
The Germans have also increased their alert state from "disdainful arrogance" to "full dress-uniform and marching songs". They have two higher levels, "invade a neighbour" and "lose".
Seeing this reaction in continental Europe the Americans have gone from "isolationism" to "find somewhere ripe for regime change". Their remaining higher alert states are "take on the world" and "ask the British for help".
And Canada has raised its level from "apathetic" to "mildly curious", with two remaining: "embarrasingly unprepared" and "aggressively apologetic".
Finally in the UK they've gone from "pretend nothing's happening" to "make another cup of tea". Our higher levels are "chin-up and remain cheerful" and "win".
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Thursday, August 25th, 2005
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Friday, August 19th, 2005
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Armed and Dangerous
Congratulations! You scored 86%! |
| You made it out, alive and well supplied. You probably even kept most of your party alive too. You know what to look for, what to take, and when to just run. You even feel a strange inkling to go back. If you did, you'd probably do just fine. |
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My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 83% on survivalpoints |
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Why? i dont know, just makes me think of you.
James Blunt - Good-bye My Lover
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
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My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you
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Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
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| Time: | 12:55 pm. |
| Mood: |  contemplative. |
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Extraversion | |||| | 16% | | Stability | |||||||||| | 36% | | Orderliness | |||||||||||| | 46% | | Empathy | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Interdependence | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Intellectual | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Mystical | |||||| | 23% | | Artistic | || | 10% | | Religious | || | 10% | | Hedonism | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Materialism | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Narcissism | || | 10% | | Adventurousness | || | 10% | | Work ethic | |||||| | 30% | | Self absorbed | || | 10% | | Conflict seeking | |||||| | 23% | | Need to dominate | |||| | 16% | | | Romantic | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Avoidant | |||||| | 30% | | Anti-authority | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Wealth | |||||| | 23% | | Dependency | |||||| | 23% | | Change averse | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Individuality | || | 10% | | Sexuality | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Peter pan complex | |||||| | 30% | | Physical security | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Food indulgent | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Histrionic | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Paranoia | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Vanity | |||||||||| | 36% | | Hypersensitivity | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Female cliche | || | 10% | |
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Thursday, March 10th, 2005
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You have wings of STEEL. No one's really
sure why, but at this point in your life you've
shut off emotion to the point of extreme
apathy. You are cold and indifferent much of
the time...or perhaps you're just a good
pretender. Next to impossible to get close to,
even those who do never see the real you. It's
entirely possible that YOU don't even know the
real you. You have a certain fascination or
attraction to destruction on a massive scale -
disasters, perhaps even death or the concept of
the Apocalypse. Because you hold so much
inside, one day you're simply going to snap.
Then the mask will fall away, and your true
wings will be revealed. Until then you will
deal with whatever comes your way in icy bitter
silence and acceptance. On the positive side,
you are fearless and immeasurably strong - not
much can crack through your defenses. You
intrigue people, who can't help but wonder why
you're the way you are. A loner and one who
spends much of their time brooding and
contemplating life and death - you are a time
bomb waiting to explode and create some
destruction of your own.
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Monday, February 21st, 2005
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| Mood: |  calm. |
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LJ Friends Meme by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.1) coolerq• You must tell 16 people about this game.
• May is the one that you love.
• Gemma is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about buddha.
• will is the one who knows you very well.
• johnny is your lucky star.
• unforgiven is the song that matches with May.
• low mans lyric is the song for Gemma.
• people equal shit is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and break your neck is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz
some of its right, other parts are wrong, maybe later ill put the right answers up
ok so real answers :
• [answer deleted for own safety] is the one that you love.
• Jen is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Gemma.
• Pete is the one who knows you very well.
• No one is your lucky star.
• unforgiven is the song that matches with May. << that ones right
• Angels is the song for Gemma.
• people equal shit is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind. << again that one's right
• and Anything Right is the song telling you how you feel about life
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tired.
